Beginning of August I came back to Europe, I spend some time in Spain visiting family, and beginning of September I moved back to a little town in Germany where I am continuing the studies I left unfinished a few years back.
Getting used to being back has not been easy. I had my troubles adjusting to this lifestyle again, were you make plans weeks in advanced, and suddenly have lots of responsibilities. You can't just hope in the car and drive away to clear your mind, you kind of stop feeling as free as when you are travelling. but THANK GOD I have quite a bit of time of between semesters. :)
A lot has been going on, many things are different now, but they are making realize how I have changed, its like through the changes I am only now getting to know this ME better. Like when I realized how excited I got that my plant had survived with me over one week :D
For the first time since I live alone I am having pantS, yes plural, and what is more surprising is, that of the 4 I have not one has died yet. :) This is new for me, this is a little step on learning how to be patient, getting to know my plants, and starting to get a feeling on when it is that I have to water my plants. Yes it sounds silly, but it is also a commitment. Having plantS, means that I am settling for awhile here, that I AM going to go thought this until the end this time. It took me 4 months to buy a plant, that's how long it took me to convince myself that this time I could make it.
(Little secret though, I don't have a single thing, (decoration) hanging on my walls, not even a single Picture. 😀This is the next step, but I am not quite ready yet. )
